Last night, I accidentally read his blog.
It pop out on facebook (at the right corner).
I got curious so I click it, then suddenly it brought me to tumblr.
The first thought came to my mind was, “Ooh. He has a tumblr account.”
So, I really can’t help but to look and read.
There he goes, he said that he can’t slept last night thinking about many things.
He even state there what he was currently doing that time.
But one thing hit my heart.
His last statement:
“The Point is, I’m thinking a lot this night especially for that someone”
At first, I was some kind of, “Ooh. Really.”
And I even asked, “Who’s that someone?”
But at last, I even answer my own question. I know who. I really know.
And I’m just pretending at first to ask myself who’s who.
It hurts? Yes.
Because I still love and care for that person.
I wish he could do the same.
But I think the hope fades away.
I waited for him, til last night…
That statement of him was the confirmation that I should let go and let God.
I’m tired of waiting and hoping for nothing.
I did my part and it’s time to move on.
He love this “someone” again.
Actually, I already accept that fact long time ago.
It’s just that, it was me who don’t wanna let go.
But this time was the right time.
I should put a period on this.
May 21, 2012: 4:02 pm